Tuesday, July 28, 2009

.again.

It’s been a while since I’ve jot down my thoughts here in my blog. Well, practically a lot of things has happened ..

Due to some unavoidable circumstances, I had to study here in the Philippines..i mean ,I still am. I was a bit appalled and somewhat thorn in the flesh..i mean,the mere fact of leaving my old school behind and transferring to another is not as easy as you think it is. Same old scenario. You have to adjust to a new environment. Meet new friends. And lastly, make a name for yourself. Easy to say but definitely quite tricky when put into play..

Seeing my old school again,brings back a lot of childhoold memories. Reminiscing the times when I used to run around the school grounds playing “ice,ice water” and a lot of stupid,time-wasting games. So, as I glided my fingers through the railings and played with the payphones(which I loved to do back then : ) ), I can’t help but to summon up a lot of memories..kinda like nostalgia. How unfortunate. Hmph.

First day, was ok. It wasn’t fun. Just “okay”. Maybe because ,I still got that awkward feeling going on. But the succeeding days ,were cool..i guess. I loosened up a bit . that helped. : ) I saw my former classmates walkin around. Most of them were surprised seeing me,like they were bolted from the blue or something. Some said “hi”,smiled and got to chat with them, while others,simply passed by, disregarding my presence. I dunno if they did that merely coz they didn’t remember me,or because they were just too darn shy and reluctant.Whatever their reasons are, I don’t CARE. I just don’t.

As usual,finding your own set of pals can be challenging. Especially if your hard-bitten like me. But I’m proudly dubious to say that I think I found some. I think so.. : / probably coz I'M fussy in choosing my friends. I take friendship seriously. Quite exaggerated huh? ..well, I agree with Anais Nin,each friend represents a world In us,a world possibly not born until they arrive,and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born.. : )

Enough with that. So..3rd year.?. I can’t belive were having trigo.haha. might as well just have to deal with it and learn to LOVE IT. Other subjects seem docile. In the sense that, it won’t zap much of my brain cells.

Ahh. I know this school year has a lot in store for me. More stories to share. I’m thrilled to bits.yeah right. Just kiddin’.. I will subsist another school year with ease. I will and I have to. And when that happens, damn right I’ll be honored to say.. “I survived junior year.!”
HAHA. : )

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