.everday's a brand new song.

Just got home..

Mom wanted to go to the mall. I must concede, I've been such a pain in the ass ,this past few days. So i agreed to come with her and spend some bonding time together. Besides, I did wanna go around and splurge on something. A bit spendthrift. The disease is incurable..

Am still feeling a bit worn out and wasted. Like I was whacked or something. But I still muddled through, somehow. It's just that, there are days when I feel so empty. so bare. For some unknown reason. Although, I was known for being the girl who could be jaunty despite teething troubles..

AFFECTION.yes. a heart burning with intense passion. love was NEVER an issue for me. I mean, I've never took it seriously. I was always at peace..like i was contented being single and independent. Since I was always focused on doing stupid things which SEEMED to give me a momentary feeling of euphoria. So I always shrugged off the possibilities of love. But never in my life did i imagine, that it could also cause you to experience cold ,deserted days.

A guy in school has been constantly flirting me.I've always declined his stupid invitations of courtship,since, I wasn't interested in him either. He was actually gettin' a bit annoying,but iI did my best to *at least be friendly.But there was a time when he told me, ''paayw ayw pa,paikutin kita jan e.haha."'. nkkbstos.

SILLY,silly boy. baka ikaw pa PAIKUTIN ko. *evil laughter..

.just stop it.

Besides, I've been crushing on somebody else . Nobody knows who he is,but me. His name is of no importance either. From what I have heard, he is detested by some in school. I can't blame them. Maybe that's just how they perceived him to be. But from what I've seen so far,he's a nice guy. Although,he could be quite annoying at times, he is NICE. He is my friend,anyway. Were in good terms. Anyway, everybody has their own opinions and outlooks. Everybody's made to be unique...

Variety's the very spice of life ,that gives it all its flavour.

I'm feelin quite better now. I think i've loosened up a bit.Oh by the way, my parents didn't allow me to go to the "ip practice" thingy..I'm sorry guys. It ain't my fault to have strict parents like em'.I'm a bit frustrated as well.I just hope u guys, would understand.. My sincerest apologies..

I anticipate that tomorrow's gonna be an exciting day. Everday is a brand new song..

p.s HAPPY BDAY ARSELYN.. : )

*nytnyt.

..signing out..

.baffled.

It's gettin late. I can hear em' dogs barking their lungs out. I've really got nothin' to say,but since i'm bored out of my wits, I'll just try to jot down my thoughts..

Vacation huh?ten days.right. i wouldn't really "call" it a vacation,since i'm stuck with a bunch of assignments . lazybum?yeah ryt. matagal na. At least i'm finished with english,cve,comp and social studies. Still, its a long way too go.. I'm sluggish , drowsy and heavy -eyed. Boy, am i wasted. I've got a lot of things runnin' in and out of my head. I can't help but to contemplate..


Tomorrow's wednesday huh?. 29. best wishes to my dear friend arselyn. Happy birthday buddy. Hope u get a chance to read this. : /

I just can't seem to put my perplexity into words. The big bad world has tormented me again. But still, i'm at peace. At least i can still manage to put on that dumb smile on my face.

damn it. i keep pressin the "tab" button. Thinkin' it would indent the first word of my sentence..

i'm out.
speechless.
again.

..gotta go..
*nytnyt

.again.

It’s been a while since I’ve jot down my thoughts here in my blog. Well, practically a lot of things has happened ..

Due to some unavoidable circumstances, I had to study here in the Philippines..i mean ,I still am. I was a bit appalled and somewhat thorn in the flesh..i mean,the mere fact of leaving my old school behind and transferring to another is not as easy as you think it is. Same old scenario. You have to adjust to a new environment. Meet new friends. And lastly, make a name for yourself. Easy to say but definitely quite tricky when put into play..

Seeing my old school again,brings back a lot of childhoold memories. Reminiscing the times when I used to run around the school grounds playing “ice,ice water” and a lot of stupid,time-wasting games. So, as I glided my fingers through the railings and played with the payphones(which I loved to do back then : ) ), I can’t help but to summon up a lot of memories..kinda like nostalgia. How unfortunate. Hmph.

First day, was ok. It wasn’t fun. Just “okay”. Maybe because ,I still got that awkward feeling going on. But the succeeding days ,were cool..i guess. I loosened up a bit . that helped. : ) I saw my former classmates walkin around. Most of them were surprised seeing me,like they were bolted from the blue or something. Some said “hi”,smiled and got to chat with them, while others,simply passed by, disregarding my presence. I dunno if they did that merely coz they didn’t remember me,or because they were just too darn shy and reluctant.Whatever their reasons are, I don’t CARE. I just don’t.

As usual,finding your own set of pals can be challenging. Especially if your hard-bitten like me. But I’m proudly dubious to say that I think I found some. I think so.. : / probably coz I'M fussy in choosing my friends. I take friendship seriously. Quite exaggerated huh? ..well, I agree with Anais Nin,each friend represents a world In us,a world possibly not born until they arrive,and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born.. : )

Enough with that. So..3rd year.?. I can’t belive were having trigo.haha. might as well just have to deal with it and learn to LOVE IT. Other subjects seem docile. In the sense that, it won’t zap much of my brain cells.

Ahh. I know this school year has a lot in store for me. More stories to share. I’m thrilled to bits.yeah right. Just kiddin’.. I will subsist another school year with ease. I will and I have to. And when that happens, damn right I’ll be honored to say.. “I survived junior year.!”
HAHA. : )

.finally.

got nothin' to do 'round here. So i *finally decided to create an account here at blogger. oh well.. : )